there is suppose to a song lyrics here, when i think of it, i will write it down.

Thursday, June 05, 2003

 
2 months...and another course finished....more apathetic towards it and my mood swing big time throughout the duration of the whole course. first you have big black bloody nigga who makes you go through hell who gives you no welfare, take away your rest time, make you take stupid blame and tries to sow discord between your sergeant and you so that the sergeant will also give you hell. got a problem up his head somewhere, and he almost got away with it but somehow or rather, the course ended... with the sergeant flaring up a few time and that's it. its tragic how good guys are always made to suffer. tragic... i had my fair share of shit too, i had gave a lot to this platoon who show no appreciation of your effort and expect to work like a slave for them. bloody selfish people to be exact and they are from amongst the best jc in singapore. the truth is the better your education background, you will have a lousier personality. lazy, selfish, snobbish and many things you name it. whole lot of nasty people and the worse part you will be stuck with them for the next 2 year. argh....all the most hardworking people has been posted out...leaving the lousier to rot and pull me into their coffin...boohoo. forgotten quite alot i have been through for the past 9 weeks, all i can say is that it has been enriching, have finally adapted to army life and admist all the training, found personal room to be myself.